Not a good night last night.  After a conversation with Alice, I walked home, and found myself crying most of the way.  I’ve got a knot in my stomach the size of a fist, and I only managed about 2 hours sleep.

So bad that I was rather ill as soon as I got up, and not feeling up to much.

I hope tat we manage to sort ourselves out, as I really can’t imagine my life without Alice.